To be Understood [Poem on 6/18/12]
I was climbing something, big, strong,
immoveable.
But this small spider web caught me as it was
in a glimpse of sunlight.
The wind it swayed her ever so slightly and
I was reminded I am fragile.
How different it is to be
fragile but not scared.
To feel alive in the sensation
of your entire world changing.
Feeling alive is truly real when you
know that when the
entanglement of strings, that is your world
is untied.
You still have another who understands.
To be understood.
To be understood.
On the contrary, I am that tangled mess
of fragile parts, but somehow you’ve
unwrapped me without breaking a string.
They say two snowflakes are
never the same,
but if we were snowflakes,
we’d be close enough in wiring and design
that when put together
sky-falling and dancing would
ignite our movements enough to create a
music that, simply,
only you could understand.
Now, I am honest, my passion it’s
everywhere, but I’m tired.
Somehow you match me.
I am the pen
but it’s you who’s writing.
To be understood.
You feel me like the bird feels the wind.
The bird, it knows the wind.
The flower knows the sun.
And the bear, it knows hibernation.
Like awaking from a deep sleep
I’m here and I am now because
we dream simultaneously and
with you, I grow.
We understand the entirety
not by its parts but the being
that is you. me.